Thursday, September 1, 2011


I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.


Monday, August 29, 2011


You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing
when you turned around, a tear came down and I whispered to myself, everything is.

so close





You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far



I just couldn't help but wishing I can have you to myself more often,
and only to myself
but I guess I'll have to wait,
wait for the day when finally nothing comes before me

Monday, August 15, 2011



Do I always, ALWAYS have to be 1 mark away from Science?
Oh lord, what did I do to deserve that..?

Monday, August 1, 2011


need a phone, a cap, a new pair of sandals, twister fries and a cup of Java Chip Frappuccino 

Friday, July 29, 2011

Friday, July 22, 2011

Love Is Hard





I see lovers in the streets walking without a care 
They wear it out loud like there's something in the air 
Well I don't care 
They're treading lightly, no they don't sink in 
There's no tracks to follow 
They don't care where they're going 
And if they're lucky they'll get to see 
And if they're really, really lucky they'll get to feel 

And it kicks so hard it breaks your bones 
Cuts so deep, hits your soul 
Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 
It's better that you know 
That love is hard. 

Love takes hostages and gives them pain, 
Gives someone the power to hurt you again and again 
But they don't care 

And if they're lucky they'll get to see 
And if they're really, really lucky they'll get to feel 
And if they're truly blessed then they'll get to believe 
And if you're damned you'll never let yourself be deceived 

And it kicks so hard it breaks your bones 
Cuts so deep, hits your soul 
Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 
It's better that we know 
That love is hard. 

It kicks so hard it breaks your bones 
Cuts so deep, hits your soul 
Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 
It's better that we know 
It kicks so hard it breaks your bones 
Cuts so deep, hits your soul 
Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 
It's better that we know 
That love is hard 

If it was easy it wouldn't mean nothing, no.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

想告诉你,我心里有多难受。

可不可以有一個人…
可以看穿我的逞強。
可以保護我的脆弱。
不要在我說「沒事啦,你去吧」的時候 就真的會放心的放開我的手然後留我一個人。
不要在我笑笑的不說話的時候 就真的會以為我心裏沒有覺得疼痛和難過。
不要在我若無其事的忙碌著手頭的事的時候 就真的會以為我什麼影響都沒有受到。

我希望他會在我的眼淚掉下以前 就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然後輕聲說我的眼睛只有微笑的時候才是最好看。

我希望他會在我面無表情的時候輕輕的用力的摟緊我。
然後說你在我的面前永遠都不需要偽裝堅強。

我希望他會在我受到委屈的時候把我的腦袋按在他的肩膀上。
然後撫著我的頭髮說沒關係就算所有的人都不相信你,你都還有我。

Friday, July 15, 2011



when you have a wallpaper like that, you know it's hard to stop looking at your laptop (: 
I think I'm gonna stick to it for awhile :D

you don't know how much it took from me


The worst thing you can do to a girl is to ever tell her you can't take it anymore."