Sometimes late at night

I lie awake and watch her sleeping

She's lost in peaceful dreams

So I turn out the light and lay there in the dark

And the thought crosses my mind

If I never wake in the morning

Would she ever doubt the way I feel

About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her

Did I try in every way to show her every day

That she's my only one

And if my time on earth were through

And she must face this world without me

Is the love I gave her in the past

Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved *ones* in my life

Who never knew how much I loved them

Now I live with the regret

That my true feelings for them never were revealed

So I made a promise to myself

To say each day how much she means to me

And avoid that circumstance

Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her

Did I try in every way to show her every day

That she's my only one

And if my time on earth were through

And she must face this world without me

Is the love I gave her in the past

Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love

Just what you're thinking of

If tomorrow never comes...

哈 佛 大 學 人 格 測 驗 心 理 測 驗 ， 結 果 是 得 分 12 - 20:

當 處 在 人 多 的 場 合 時 , 你 便 會 感 到 不 自 在 ( sometimes..? :D )
你 常 會 覺 得 你 的 身 心 生 得 不 是 很 ㄧ 緻 ( no =.= )
或 覺 得 你 生 錯 了 時 代 ( no =.= )
你 實 際 上 比 你 看 起 來 要 聰 明 多 了 ( hell no =.= )
但 是 你 不 想 讓 別 人 知 道 這 點 ( as if im reeally that clever.. -_____________-)
大 概 是 屬 於 那 種 深 藏 不 露 的 人

你 有 ㄧ 顆 可 以 容 納 很 多 想 法 的 心 ( mm hmm.. )
可 是 也 因 為 你 有 太 多 想 法 , 所 以 常 你 的 思 緒 塞 車 ( o.o *nods hard* )

你 擁 有 藝 術 方 面 的 天 份 ( yaay? :D )
你 喜 歡 的 音 樂 類 型 是 : 描 寫 愛 情 為 愛 傷 心 失 戀 的 歌 ( right.. :] )
你 喜 歡 的 電 影 : 鐵 達 尼 號 ( LOL XDDD )
總 有 些 時 候 你 寧 可 待 在 家 裡 享 受 ㄧ 個 人 的 自 在 ( yesss :D )
也 不 願 去 面 對 ㄧ 些 討 厭 的 人 們
看 來 邱 比 特 曾 經 開 你 ㄧ 場 玩 笑 , 有 人 曾 傷 過 你 的 心
在 你 童 年 的 時 候 你 的 父 母 常 吵 架 ( nooo =.= )
你 曾 有 過 去 刺 青 的 念 頭 ( hah! i've always wanted a tattoooo :3 )

如 果 你 不 爱 一 个 人

请 放 手 , 好 让 别 人 有 机 会 爱 她

如 果 你 爱 的 人 放 弃 了 你

请 放 开 自 己 , 好 让 自 己 有 机 会 爱 别 人

别 人 常 说, 爱 一 个 人 不 一 定 要 拥 有

但 拥 有 一 个 人 就 一 定 要 好 好 地 去 爱 她

男 人 哭 了 , 是 因 为 他 真 的 爱 了

女 人 哭 了 , 是 因 为 她 真 的 放 弃 了

i got this from a random email, and wanted to share :)

after weeks of just about friends, family and myself,

i realized that happiness can be just as simple as it can be ♥

it made me smile when i heard my fav songs on RED.fm

and today just seems different :)

pet-o-pet X)

today's a very good day indeed X)

look what i've got in Pet Society facebook !

the Faerie Bottles! :)

fortune teller book and the very cute Jester Doll ! ♥

and hooray, a few people actually think i've grown taller! :DDD

it's a random monday and finally i went to tuition again haha

after skipped class for like.. a month? :P

and few more months before XD

and mrs tang mentioned about scarlet letter ( if not mistaken XD ) and something about come and disappears again haha referring to me :P

sometimes i had a feeling that i'll miss her class next time when we graduated from school but still a lil happy because we don't need tuition no more XD

and sis came up with a stupid joke when she's waiting for

kenny the tapioca to finish his work

( on facebook )

JY: haha..okok..coz i am waiting for tapioca to work

got issues..tapioca cant grow properly

hehehe

JH : AHAHAHHAH

this one's funny XD

stupid right? omg haha X)

ένα ψέμα

what if one day you found out that

someone you trust so much lied to you?

what if you realized he's not actually the person

that has been around you all these years?

or maybe i should say he's just not who

you think he is .______.

and maybe you expect too much of him that it upsets you when you certainly know that you've been yearning for the kind of life that is totally different from the one he wants...

what will you do..?

mid autumn ; it's all about mooncakes and lanterns :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

today's mid autumn festival and bro has been away from pg for 18 days already :(

i miss bro! :'(

raya hols without him is bad enough already but now sis went out to play summore and i'm home alone rotting >,<

*sigh* even doing revision for exam's better when he's here =\

come home soon okay? *miss-es*

* pup waving * XDDD

things have been tough this few days

and am glad to know that i still have people who love me ♥

even sometimes things go wrong and life sucks, i'll still try my very best to move on

i'll try ignore whatever that happens, in the hope it would go away and things will be okay soon as though nothing happened

maybe it's not the best way to solve the matter i'm facing now, but it's the only way i've got

wish me luck ;]

*fingers crossed*

random test #5

測 驗 你 的 人 格 特 質 測 驗 ， 結 果 是 面 面 俱 到 型

對 你 來 說 身 邊 周 遭 的 人 都 要 快 樂 才 行 ，

因 此 會 想 做 的 面 面 俱 到 ，

這 個 不 想 傷 害 ， 那 個 也 不 想 得 罪 。

朋 友 傷 心 的 時 候 想 撥 出 時 間 聽 他 訴 苦 ，

工 作 你 也 會 想 盡 力 讓 上 司 滿 意 ，

情 人 需 要 你 的 時 候 你 也 會 想 立 刻 出 現 。

但 世 界 上 不 可 能 有 面 面 俱 到 的 事 ，

你 要 注 意 不 要 給 自 己 太 大 壓 力 ，做 好 自 己 就 好 了 。

*nods hard*

i'm so tired ={

random test #4

星 座 之 最 ( 2009 最 新 ) 測 驗 ， 結 果 是 水 瓶

最 帥 | 最 好 看 | 最 活 潑 | 最 花 心 | 最 博 愛 | 最 愛 玩 | 最 大 方 | 最 佳 科 學 家 | 最 會 見 風 轉 舵 | 最 適 合 獨 自 創 業 | 最 理 性 | 最 沒 有 同 情 心 | 最 難 理 解 | 最 喜 歡 獨 處 | 最 不 講 義 氣 | 最 會 突 發 奇 想 | 最 多 美 女 | 災 難 中 最 冷 靜 | 最 喜 歡 大 自 然 | 最 看 不 起 錢 | 最 孤 傲

and irene think im :

最 花 心

最 不 講 義 氣

災 難 中 最 冷 靜

最 理 性

最 佳 科 學 家

-______________________-

random test #3

你 的 寂 寞 指 數 ?! 測 驗 ， 結 果 是 寂 寞 指 數 90 %

你 時 常 感 到 寂 寞 , 是 內 心 的 空 虛 。 即 使 身 邊 有 朋 友 在 身 邊 , 也 難 免 感 到 寂 寞 , 寂 寞 的 感 覺 不 時 會 靜 悄 悄 地 湧 現 。 儘 管 你 笑 得 再 快 樂 的 時 侯 , 其 實 內 心 會 劃 過 一 絲 寂 寞 的 感 覺 。 你 的 寂 寞 指 數 很 高 , 有 90 %

random test #2

1. 不 是 跟 你 很 熟 的 人 覺 得 你 是 :

一 個 傻 傻 的 人 ，怪 怪 的 ，想 做 什 麼 就 做 什 麼 ，不 過 很 可 愛 。

2. 跟 你 很 熟 的 人 覺 得 你 是 :

心 思 很 細 膩 的 人 。 很 多 時 候 傷 心 不 會 表 現 出 來 ， 不 過 其 實 大 家 都 看 得 出 來 。

3. 你 想 要 別 人 覺 得 你 是 :

好 人 一 個 ， 很 關 心 身 邊 的 人 ， 不 怕 做 犧 牲 的 人 。

4. 你 最 希 望 你 的 情 人 是 :

內 心 是很 可 愛 的 一 個 人 ， 你 猜 不 到 下 一 步 他 會 做 什 麼 。

5. 其 實 真 實 的 你 是 :

直 接 的 人 ， 很 多 時 候 因 為 這 樣 的 性 格 跟 別 人 不 合 ， 希 望 有 多 一 點 人 可 以 了 解 你 ， 特 別 是 你 喜 歡 的 人 。

viewed Today's Advice at facebook and look what i've got :

"stop wishing, start resolving."

oh so true hahaha :)

advice is what we ask for when

we already know the answer

but wish we didn't.

- Erica Jong

sometimes, i tend to be self-absorbed and people around me gets hurt

but friends are those that are still with you even when you're annoying X)))

and sometimes, that's all we need ♥

Al, thanks so much haha,

for helping me to sort out every messy thought

and also queens and the phone calls X)

Bestest buddy Mr. GB,

you're the best!

of all times, thanks :)

did i scare you? haha

hope not :P

Adel, can i call you mommy too? :D

sorry i've made you worry, wish you were here with me :)

i know i'm a big baby, but my heart is rotting ♥

and irene :D

sushi king tastes best when with you X)

thanks for being there whenever i called to go sushi king XD

you don't know how hard last few days were for me :)

calming influence

a short while of rain this afternoon made it a better day for me :)

check this out, the way you make me feel, by ronan keating

oh ya and his baby can i hold you ♥

AND she is the one :D

love ronan yaay haha

another one here, plain white T's 1234

i kinda like that mv

its nice when you recall where you met your soul mates and where you adopted your dog..

or what you were doing on that particular day, a day that only happens once in a lifetime..

random test #1

i've tested on a personality test on facebook and look what i've got :)

表 面 上， 你 看 似 冷 漠 得 有 些 孤 傲， 其 實 你 卻 有 不 一 樣 的 熱 情 ；

在 你 的 心 底 更 有 對 世 間 一 切 最 純 真 的 想 法 。

你 有 情 卻 不 多 情， 你 可 以 改 變 卻 不 善 變 。

膚 淺 的 異 性 不 會 接 近 你 ， 走 進 你 世 界 的 必 定 是 有 內 涵 的 人 。

HAHAHAHAHA

to those who think i'm boring or even cold-blooded, that's what i really wanted you guys to know XD

irene irene irene, you hear meeee? :D

i had ice cream and im happyy :)

and fish had a conclusion that my emotion well being depends on milk, ice and sugar :))))

went cc with bro and isaac

played d o t a for the very first time haha

it wasn't that bad actually, after i've figure out how to control :P

to fish,

im NOT green face megh megh you fishy fish fish X)

it doesn't matter if the jokes aren't funny, its the intention of cheering someone up when they're down that melt our hearts ♥ :)

its good to know that someone dreamt of you smiling when you're day was not going on so well :)

happy happy birthday :)

today's my dearest sis, shwufen yeong's big dayy ♥

i wonder how she celebrated it :)

it feels like we've just celebrated her past birthday yesterday but today, she's 20 already :{

i wish time could slow down a lil bit

so that we could have the chance to enjoy every special moment in our lives

firstly, Happy 21th Birthday to our

Mr. Isaac Koay! :D

celebrated mr. koay's brithday at the beach :D

they decided to bbq at the beach

so they went earlier to prepare stuffs like food, drinks and set up the fire

today's a great day.. :)

haven't been to the beach for god knows how long

there's quite a lot of people over there,

doing what we were doing lols

and a few guys swimming in the sea at TEN pm plus.. = =

shouting and scolding bad words* like nobody's business when they're fooling around

finally, the cake XD

it tastes good, marble cheese cake, yumm yumm :D

we didn't take much photo though,

as we were busy setting up the fire and preparing food

[ just a few of isaac, the birthday boy and his beloved wifey, yin :3 ]

the guys said that we'll take it with our eyes as lens and brain as memory cards..

sounds so naive eh? lol

but it's true
'cause it's the only way..?

sigh, i don't wanna forget today.. :)

'cause this, is the very first bbq at seaside of mine. :)

well, i'll stop here

good night, dear all

having expectations is just a way to set myself up for disappointments .

today, is a special day. :]

unexpectedly,

my buddy aka classmate for SEVEN long years - soon yee, talked to me again :]

though it's just a couple of minutes, it's enough already. :}

the moment when i turned around to see who tap on my shoulder and when i saw that its her,

i was suprised, and a lil excited, lol

i've never think of us, talking again,

let alone mentioning about keeping in touch.

and i was kinda suprised

when a few friends that i don't talk to anymore

or

there's been a silent fight between us..

and my ex-classmate smiled at me.

i realize that true friends

will always be who they are to you,

no matter how many fights you've been through,

no matter how long you guys dont talk to each other,

believe it or not,

time heals everything.

all you have to do is to forgive and forget,

and remember to smile☺ when you see each other.

a smile☺ will brighten a heart

and that moment will be unforgettable for the rest of his/her life, trust me for that. :]

so dont be afraid to be the first to smile☺,

even though he/she doesn't smile☺ back,

it doesn't matter because the effect's on

the heart, the soul.

to all my dearest friends,

friends forever ♥ xoxo

varying moods ;

overwhelming me.

listen to my heart beat ♥ for you.

the words hit me again and again, leaving me NAUSEATED.

currently reading Manhunt by Janet Evanovich :]

btw, i saw a photo which will definitely annoy irene :D

i wish i have that much books! o(>~<)o

or even more? :P