要说服自己相信，相信快乐的日子将会来临

假如生活欺騙了你，
不要悲傷，
不要心急，
憂鬱的日子裡須要鎮靜，

相信吧，
快樂的日子將會來臨，

心兒永遠嚮往著未來，
現在卻常是憂鬱，
一切都是瞬息，
一切都將會過去，
而那過去了的，
就會成為親切的回憶。

Christmas gift from Yeh Yeh and Auntie Shirley (:

你可有惦着我？x

那时我们天天在一起

太幸福到不需要距离

很贪心要全世界注意

只是太年轻
快乐和伤心

都像在演戏

一碰就惊天动地

今天看你

昨天的你去了哪里

thank you so much for the gifts from aussie!

another superman collection :B

Felt like a pearl when you were holding my hand

So precious I forgot
You could have any girl but I only wanted one man
And you were everything I'm not
Still I gave it my best shot
- And it was 5 months and a year ago (:

Happy 1year and 5months love ♥

Dear YiLing Tan, SzeMeing Tan, Jennifer Tham and anyone else who reads my blog

the moment I realized that I actually still have readers on my blog, not much, but there still is, I didn't know how to describe how I feel, but lemme try;

I was surprised; I was happy; I was touched; I was so overwhelm, so sentimental and a bit nostalgic.

I guess that is what I managed to say for now; but another thing I really wanna say:


thank you so much, for dropping by once in awhile; because I know you care :)

with Love, x

‎80 bucks worth of haagen dazs, magnum and ben & jerry; for a cozy Saturday afternoon :)

有谁会为我难过而难过？你会吗？

从一个城市到另一个城市，
只有靠自己努力。
学会长大，
学会承受，
学会哭过之后，

还可以微笑地拥抱爸爸妈妈。:)

曾几何时，恋人们都是开心的。

Cognitive Reflection Journal: Serendipity; 2 December 2011 ♥

Question:
Identify a situation when you discovered something new unexpectedly. Explain how the role of chance occurred in this instance.

Response:
I remember coming to Singapore alone last year to enrol to RP. It started with being assigned to a class with students from not only Singapore, but also many other parts of the world; and that is where I met the one person that I least expected to have any relations to my life – my boyfriend.

We only started talking to each other after a month being in the same class; being the brightest student in class, he is always surrounded with friends. Whereas I am, most of the time, the quiet girl in class; always doing my own work, talking to people who are closer to me. He is so different from me in every way; being used to feeling secure, I kept my distance and avoided unnecessary conversations with him. It had never occurred in my mind that I can ever be friends with people like him; smart, active, kind, charming. In fact, I thought we would never be friends at all.

But look where life brought us? I was found to have Nephrotic Syndrome after 2 months studying in RP. It really took everything of me; it was too much for me to handle, to the extend I had to defer my studies. He was the one who stayed with me throughout what can be considered the worst time in my life; he gave me support, he encouraged me, he made me believe that the world can still be beautiful; even after all that I have been through.

Who’d have known that despite all our differences, we can overcome everything together? He’s an Indian, I am Chinese; he’s 190cm tall and I’m only 155cm; he can’t speak Mandarin, I can’t speak Hindi; his family is strict, my family is a typical Chinese family; and what’s worst? We are 600kilometres away from each other for almost a year but we still made it.

It has been 8 months now; since I recovered and finally came back to Singapore to continue my studies and our love is still strong. In fact, stronger. My family love him; his family love me even more. :P
Even though there is still a long way ahead for us, but I’ve got a feeling he would be the one to be my best friend, my shoulder and my partner for life.

Serendipity is meeting someone who is going to be with you forever.
Who’d have known, right? :)

晴天几时有

我的世界下满雨滴，
我想要让眼泪任凭被雨水浸透。
可我的世界有太多的影子，
就让我连那丁点的勇气都没有。

The moment I had concerns expressing my love for you ;
It was then I realized how big the impact is.

I didn't mean to disrespect the others,
But I have forgotten how I am supposed to act differently when I'm not only with you ;
perhaps I never knew how to;
But I know how much I don't want to.

我也总是这样告诉自己的。

記住，不是眼淚就可以挽回失去的。所以不要輕易流下你的淚。

記住，不是傷心就一定要哭泣，所以不要那麼吝嗇你的微笑。

記住，不是你認為可以給予就給予，所以不要輕易許下承諾。

記住，不是你一個人在努力，所以不要輕易地就放棄。

原来

原来承诺两个字 累人一辈子 也轻易让人勾勾手指
原来梦想的种子 要用一辈子的执着 来等待它的果实
原来爱情这回事 烦心一辈子 幸福让人欲言又止

到底怎么了？

很想哭　哭完无助

就算哭也一样没帮助　我被困在一个人的峡谷　多想要却要不到你安抚
眼前是什么路　已看不清楚

我不像你是双栖动物　我只能活在有你的幸福

我所能适应的温度　都是以两人世界为主

脑海里承载的 远远比字句多

可就怎么也说不出口

我们最近都怎么了？

It's been awhile since I care enough to take photos, update my blogs.. But the passion for photography has never been less :)

check out the Sony Nex C3! *sigh*

tell me it's not awesomeee

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing

when you turned around, a tear came down and I whispered to myself, everything is.

so close

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by

Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we've come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far

I just couldn't help but wishing I can have you to myself more often,
and only to myself
but I guess I'll have to wait,
wait for the day when finally nothing comes before me

童童 the 毛毛虫

Do I always, ALWAYS have to be 1 mark away from Science?

Oh lord, what did I do to deserve that..?

♥!

need a phone, a cap, a new pair of sandals, twister fries and a cup of Java Chip Frappuccino ♥

Norah Jones

this song just aaaaaaaalways have to bring tears to my eyes and choke me off handed.

yet, I just couldn't stop playing it over and over again.

once when promises are still meant to be kept

" Just remember that even the strongest feeling and affection expires when being ignored "

maybe we should try that sometime :D

Love Is Hard

I see lovers in the streets walking without a care 

They wear it out loud like there's something in the air 

Well I don't care 

They're treading lightly, no they don't sink in 

There's no tracks to follow 

They don't care where they're going 

And if they're lucky they'll get to see 

And if they're really, really lucky they'll get to feel 

And it kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that you know 

That love is hard. 

Love takes hostages and gives them pain, 

Gives someone the power to hurt you again and again 

But they don't care 

And if they're lucky they'll get to see 

And if they're really, really lucky they'll get to feel 

And if they're truly blessed then they'll get to believe 

And if you're damned you'll never let yourself be deceived 

And it kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that we know 

That love is hard. 

It kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that we know 

It kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that we know 

That love is hard 

If it was easy it wouldn't mean nothing, no.

想告诉你，我心里有多难受。

可不可以有一個人…

可以看穿我的逞強。

可以保護我的脆弱。

不要在我說「沒事啦，你去吧」的時候 就真的會放心的放開我的手然後留我一個人。

不要在我笑笑的不說話的時候 就真的會以為我心裏沒有覺得疼痛和難過。

不要在我若無其事的忙碌著手頭的事的時候 就真的會以為我什麼影響都沒有受到。

我希望他會在我的眼淚掉下以前 就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。

然後輕聲說我的眼睛只有微笑的時候才是最好看。

我希望他會在我面無表情的時候輕輕的用力的摟緊我。

然後說你在我的面前永遠都不需要偽裝堅強。

我希望他會在我受到委屈的時候把我的腦袋按在他的肩膀上。

然後撫著我的頭髮說沒關係就算所有的人都不相信你，你都還有我。

I didn't realize, it was from the day I met you

hear her fingers drum on the piano ♥

when you have a wallpaper like that, you know it's hard to stop looking at your laptop (: ♥

I think I'm gonna stick to it for awhile :D

you don't know how much it took from me

“The worst thing you can do to a girl is to ever tell her you can't take it anymore."

Into the night

which star is't exactly, that you promised will help me find you?

I don't think that passenger seat 

Has ever looked this good to me 

He tells me about his night 

And I count the colours in his eyes

(exactly what I do when he's talking, I always seemed to lose myself into his deep, beautiful eyes)

He'll never fall in love 

He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair 

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong 

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind 

He tells a joke, I fake a smile 

But I know all his favourite songs

And I could tell you 

His favourite color's green 

He loves to argue

(so much! :P)

Born on the Seventeenth

(I know it's hard to believe but yeah, seventeenth of October!)

His sister's beautiful

(definitely :>)

He has his father's eyes

(everybody can see that, the hazel brown eyes)

And if you ask me if I love him.. 

I'd lie

(I wouldn't!)

He looks around the room 

Innocently overlooks the truth 

Shouldn't a light go on? 

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long? 

He sees everything in black and white 

Never let nobody see him cry 

I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine 

I could tell you 

His favorite color's green 

He loves to argue 

Born on the Seventeenth 

His sister's beautiful 

He has his father's eyes 

And if you ask me if I love him.. 

I'd lie 

He stands there, then walks away 

My God, if I could only say 

I'm holding every breath for you 

He'd never tell you, but he can play guitar 

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is 

My God, he's beautiful 

So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle
(my lens, maybe?) :P

Yes I could tell you 

His favorite color's green 

He loves to argue 

Oh, and he kills me 

His sister's beautiful 

He has his father's eyes 

And if you ask me if I love him.. 

If you ask me if I love him.. 

I'd lie

every single thing is true about him,

besides I will never deny how much I love him (:

也就只有让你包容我了 :3

心 理 学 上 说 ，人 们 大 多 数 只 对 有 安 全 度 的 人 发 脾 气 。

因 为 在 那 个 安 全 度 之 内 ，你 潜 意 识 知 道 对 方 不 会 离 开 你 。

胡 闹 是 一 种 依 赖 。

Someone Like You ; Adele (cover)

I heard

That you're settled down

That you found a girl

And you're married now

I heard

That your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

Old friend

Why are you so shy

It ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue

Uninvited

But I couldn't stay away

I couldn't fight it

I'd hoped you'd see my face

And that you'd be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Yeah

You'd know

How the time flies

Only yesterday

Was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue

Uninvited

But I couldn't stay away

I couldn't fight it

I'd hoped you'd see my face

And that you'd be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Yeah

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares

No worries, or cares

Regrets and mistakes

They're memories made

Who would have known.. How..

Bittersweet

This would taste

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Yeah, Yeah..

F.A.I.L.E.D

i wanted to study for programming, ever since yesterday.

but until now that it's already Sunday night, i still don't know why i didn't do anything i WANTED TO.

it's like.. i could just open the 6th presentations and revise but...

WHAT WAS I DOING?

i think... i should just go to sleep already :D

who's yours? (:

I just need to know that there will always be somebody out there who loves what I'm doing.

- friends like yiling, jinjie, adel boo..

their support is what that keeps my passion goes on

and it has always been reminding me that whatever I do is worthwhile.

and this is why I am still blogging. (:

thank you so much, love you guys! ♥

Cica & Dadima's Birthday Celebration

@ Fish & Co.!

insomnia (Y)

spot aisha! :P

Rukhy (:

3 flavour ice cream cake by Swenson's! ♥

presence is more than just being there

call me psychotic or whatever!

i just couldn't help but feel that you're always with me (:

Happy Eighth Month Anniversary, hon :3

♥

p/s: photoshop is awesome! as always :D

we scream for ice-cream! :D

little DIY for my lappy, thanks baby aaliya! (:

yes, i painted them pink, HOT PINK. :D

magnum! all time favourite (: