wahahaha.. haha.. coughs* FINALLY finish copying~ i know you're starting to get bored with my IT-punishment-again-post but no worries, this is the last one. :D yawns* going to bed soon.. i'm gaining dark circles under my eyes just because of this stupid and pointless stack of paper.. @#$%^&*..
haven't been hanging out with bro this few weeks. i miss the time we spend our weekends together. i won't request for it though, i know how much trouble i'll get him into.. but of course, i do wish to hang out like how we used to. movies, or even dinner is enough to lighten my day. at least i'll ease up a lil, 'cause it feels like NORMAL and we dont have to pretend like everything's fine when we all obviously know what everyone is thinking.
sometimes, i kinda envy her. she gets to hang out with them whenever she wants, without needing to get permission. and me, it sounds almost impossible for me to have the chance to hang out like how we used to for now.. i just don't like it.. it feels like i have to share MY bro with somebody else and still, have to fake a smile and act like "im having fun!" just because i don't wanna let him down.. i might sound spoiled, but who cares! >o< *pouting*
im quite into personality tests these days, sorry if it bores you. :p
How will you choose your Mr Right? You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right? Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married? You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.
Will you and your husband have a good time together? You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.
What will your children be like? Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.
How loyal are you? You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.
You value your friendships: 45% You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.