. the day after 14 june .

dear blog :

i should be very happy today .
but something just pull me down .
am i a gud friend..?

selfishly, i wondered if i'm in her shoes .
i wondered if she treat me as a close friend .
a friend that she can trust and share secrets with .

i hope that she told me more about herself after all the efforts i've took to know her better .
i hope that she trust me and treat me as a close friend like i did .

perhaps i shouldn't think that way .
perhaps she still need some time .

but to me, she's a close friend .
someone that i would wish to share things with .
its a thought that i would like her to know . :)