Felt like a pearl when you were holding my hand

So precious I forgot
You could have any girl but I only wanted one man
And you were everything I'm not
Still I gave it my best shot
- And it was 5 months and a year ago (:

Happy 1year and 5months love ♥

Dear YiLing Tan, SzeMeing Tan, Jennifer Tham and anyone else who reads my blog

the moment I realized that I actually still have readers on my blog, not much, but there still is, I didn't know how to describe how I feel, but lemme try;

I was surprised; I was happy; I was touched; I was so overwhelm, so sentimental and a bit nostalgic.

I guess that is what I managed to say for now; but another thing I really wanna say:


thank you so much, for dropping by once in awhile; because I know you care :)

with Love, x

‎80 bucks worth of haagen dazs, magnum and ben & jerry; for a cozy Saturday afternoon :)

有谁会为我难过而难过？你会吗？

从一个城市到另一个城市，
只有靠自己努力。
学会长大，
学会承受，
学会哭过之后，

还可以微笑地拥抱爸爸妈妈。:)

曾几何时，恋人们都是开心的。

Cognitive Reflection Journal: Serendipity; 2 December 2011 ♥

Question:
Identify a situation when you discovered something new unexpectedly. Explain how the role of chance occurred in this instance.

Response:
I remember coming to Singapore alone last year to enrol to RP. It started with being assigned to a class with students from not only Singapore, but also many other parts of the world; and that is where I met the one person that I least expected to have any relations to my life – my boyfriend.

We only started talking to each other after a month being in the same class; being the brightest student in class, he is always surrounded with friends. Whereas I am, most of the time, the quiet girl in class; always doing my own work, talking to people who are closer to me. He is so different from me in every way; being used to feeling secure, I kept my distance and avoided unnecessary conversations with him. It had never occurred in my mind that I can ever be friends with people like him; smart, active, kind, charming. In fact, I thought we would never be friends at all.

But look where life brought us? I was found to have Nephrotic Syndrome after 2 months studying in RP. It really took everything of me; it was too much for me to handle, to the extend I had to defer my studies. He was the one who stayed with me throughout what can be considered the worst time in my life; he gave me support, he encouraged me, he made me believe that the world can still be beautiful; even after all that I have been through.

Who’d have known that despite all our differences, we can overcome everything together? He’s an Indian, I am Chinese; he’s 190cm tall and I’m only 155cm; he can’t speak Mandarin, I can’t speak Hindi; his family is strict, my family is a typical Chinese family; and what’s worst? We are 600kilometres away from each other for almost a year but we still made it.

It has been 8 months now; since I recovered and finally came back to Singapore to continue my studies and our love is still strong. In fact, stronger. My family love him; his family love me even more. :P
Even though there is still a long way ahead for us, but I’ve got a feeling he would be the one to be my best friend, my shoulder and my partner for life.

Serendipity is meeting someone who is going to be with you forever.
Who’d have known, right? :)

晴天几时有

我的世界下满雨滴，
我想要让眼泪任凭被雨水浸透。
可我的世界有太多的影子，
就让我连那丁点的勇气都没有。

The moment I had concerns expressing my love for you ;
It was then I realized how big the impact is.

I didn't mean to disrespect the others,
But I have forgotten how I am supposed to act differently when I'm not only with you ;
perhaps I never knew how to;
But I know how much I don't want to.

我也总是这样告诉自己的。

記住，不是眼淚就可以挽回失去的。所以不要輕易流下你的淚。

記住，不是傷心就一定要哭泣，所以不要那麼吝嗇你的微笑。

記住，不是你認為可以給予就給予，所以不要輕易許下承諾。

記住，不是你一個人在努力，所以不要輕易地就放棄。

原来

原来承诺两个字 累人一辈子 也轻易让人勾勾手指
原来梦想的种子 要用一辈子的执着 来等待它的果实
原来爱情这回事 烦心一辈子 幸福让人欲言又止

到底怎么了？

很想哭　哭完无助

就算哭也一样没帮助　我被困在一个人的峡谷　多想要却要不到你安抚
眼前是什么路　已看不清楚

我不像你是双栖动物　我只能活在有你的幸福

我所能适应的温度　都是以两人世界为主

脑海里承载的 远远比字句多

可就怎么也说不出口

我们最近都怎么了？

It's been awhile since I care enough to take photos, update my blogs.. But the passion for photography has never been less :)

check out the Sony Nex C3! *sigh*

tell me it's not awesomeee

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing

when you turned around, a tear came down and I whispered to myself, everything is.

so close

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by

Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we've come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far

I just couldn't help but wishing I can have you to myself more often,
and only to myself
but I guess I'll have to wait,
wait for the day when finally nothing comes before me

童童 the 毛毛虫

Do I always, ALWAYS have to be 1 mark away from Science?

Oh lord, what did I do to deserve that..?

♥!

need a phone, a cap, a new pair of sandals, twister fries and a cup of Java Chip Frappuccino ♥