. cabal .

without the ability to resist the influence of my bro, i started playing cabal, not bothering exam's around the corner. [ ♩♪♫♬♭~ ]
i'm glad i started it 'cause i get to know some funny friends there.

they're really cute.

and i'm glad i have a bro! :')
any prob, he'll solve it for me. =3

. sofa acting take 4 .

sob sob someone pleeeease ask me out.
pleeeease help me skip sofa acting take 5.. * sniff sniff *
i dont wanna continue to rot at home T^T

. loving couple getting married finally . :)

my dearest cousin is getting married soon!

see how sweet they are. ;)



dearest cousin, alex.



and his dear, ning.

sweetest couple. ♡

wishing them a happy and wonderful upcoming marriage life. :)

. sofa acting take 3 .

double yaays.
finally read until 400+ dee~
wont let janice say " 没进步~ " again. XD
[ i mean twilight. in case you dont know. ]


btw, its the 3rd weekend i stayed at home act sofa dee. - -

. the rain .

finally its brighter this morning.
though the sun still remains unseen.
i didn't sleep well last night.
the constant whooshing of the rain across the roof wouldn't fade into the background.
i pulled the quilt over my head, and later added the pillow too.
but i couldn't fall asleep until after midnight, when the rain finally settled into a quieter drizzle.

guess i'll spend my weekend at home again.
with twilight. ;]

. fishy fishy maryland .

it has been raining all day long, and i had no choice but to stay at home.
damn bored and damn cold = =
even i'm in my pjamas..
grr flu.
damn it.

it's kinda odd that i'm not in the mood to eat. - 3 -
must be the rain.
turning me into down down mode.

guess i'll stop here.
brain lag. [ must be the rain again. ]

. if you could push time .

finally finally.
i gave may the book.
* phew *
i'm so scared that she wouldn't like it.
glad she loves it. =3
well i didn't mean to make her sob.
i just wanted her to know that i still treat her as my best friend.
though we're not talking to each other much now.

to may,

i'll be by your side forever more.

that's what friends are for.

promise you'll never forget me ever, not even when we're a hundred.

* if i could push time, i'd wish to go back to when we're best best friends.

. flowery monday .

yay its hols again~

well, i went to gurney vth ma sis and her fren elmo [ okay actually she's guat chin. XD ]

elmo is so damn cute and funny.

can't stand the way she talkes.

so funny.

wahaha laugh die me. XD

i bought a flowery top. [ with a very cute ribbon on it. XD ]

not sure if its going to suit me or not, i just like the colours. =]

flowery isn't it? :D

here it is! the ribbon =3

ps: happiie sweet 16 to our dearest adel. =]

. merdeka51 .

i went to trim my hair again.
i'd rather go and trim it myself than to let the craziie discipline teachers to touch my hair!
* breathe breathe *
okay leng diam leng diam.
it'll grow long soon right..? ={

btw, its merdeka.
so 2mrw is hols! :D

. twilight .

reading twilight recently.

guess i'm starting to know why * inhale * tammy, jojo, chirstina, jing ru, myra * exhale * and etc etc, are so addicted to it.

i'm greatly looking forward to new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn.

though i still have like 300++ of twilight to go. =='

hearts. ♡

. bored to tears .

hols. damn bored.
can't believe that i actually stayed at home for 7 out of 9 days of hols.
luckily its gonna over soon.
miss ma classmates loads! T^T

. creepy-crawlies .

finally got the chance to hang out :3
don't have to stay at home and rot~
that movie ' you dont mess with the zohan ', really laugh die me. XD

worst thing of the day, there's a big, fat lizard in ma bathroom!
i'm seriously afraid of creepy- crawlies.
ever since i'd step on a lizard, i tried to avoid anything that scuttled or crawled.
my mom always says :" they're much more scared of you than you are of them~ so why scream ? "

gawdddd..~ * faint *

. choco cookies . ;]

great day at tammy's house baking cookies! XD
sorry pops for making things so messy "p
ps: the cookies are good. [ just a bit burnt. no big deal right? =3 ]

. i tought you were for real .

it's the first time i didn't wish him happiie birthday since i first know him.
guess he wouldn't mind though.
missed him so badly.

curling up in the bed, thought of the conv. we use to have.
i hope i meant more to him than just an antidote for boredom.




i'd rather know where i stand than pine for something that doesn't exist anymore.

happiie bday. ♡

. just me again .

why do people always can't stay single for long?

well, sifu get involve into a relationship again.
i'm the only single one now. ={

" Im so Lonely,
im Ms. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely..~ "

kay kay serious.

this means..
less talking,
less topic,
less common interests,
( as you can see, most couple share more common interests right? )
get left alone without even a goodbye or goodnight,
started to know each other less and less..

please don't think that i'm too negative.
it's what usually happens.
i'll try to be understanding.
no prob. :D

. happy outing .

great day with irene at pm.

great sake. :D

* she's cute isn't she? :D

* it's me! XD

. something larry wanted to claim .

just some random portrait of larry. :D

. malfunction of brain cells .

it's a bad bad day.
izit me too sensitive? or things are really not going well..?
there's too much i wanna tell irene but she was absent today.
frankly, the thought of not having someone to talk to, is so bad.
didn't realize she already meant that much to me.
i really tried hard not to look like i'm not feeling good.
but it's too hard that i just break down and weep.
i'm really glad that adelyn's there for me.
simple words of comfort is good enough.
didn't mean to scare her.

i know i'm acting weird but i really didn't mean to.
sorry guys. :$

. larry .

introducing... larry~! XD

okay.

it's a gift from irene.

larry's profile :

name : larry [ told you it's larry's profile whattt~ ]

age : zero

gender : male

height : 8 cm

thank you irene. loves. ;)

. happiie 19th bday, sis .

today's my sis' big day.
too bad she's in malacca and i dont get to celebrate with her like we used to.
neverminndd~
i think.. she can be happy there too. :)

all i want to say is, happiie bday sis.