. i tought you were for real .

it's the first time i didn't wish him happiie birthday since i first know him.
guess he wouldn't mind though.
missed him so badly.

curling up in the bed, thought of the conv. we use to have.
i hope i meant more to him than just an antidote for boredom.




i'd rather know where i stand than pine for something that doesn't exist anymore.

happiie bday. ♡