It must have been love, it must have been true, but we lost it somehow

I kept myself away from thinking through things;
kept myself busy and yet forgetting things that I should be keeping in mind then I came across a sign;

And like a wake up call, everything came to me,
I broke down and cried
I could hardly believe that I have been neglecting everything for so long, everything because of you

You were never there;
perhaps you were but just a physical presence with a heart that makes all the promises that you couldn't keep

Sometimes I think I'm not either;
no longer the soul mate that you want to share all your happiness with

So what do I do, when every day still seems to start and end with you?
And you won't ever know, you won't ever see,
How much your ghost since then had been defining me