haven't been hanging out with bro this few weeks.
i miss the time we spend our weekends together.
i won't request for it though, i know how much trouble i'll get him into..
but of course, i do wish to hang out like how we used to.
movies, or even dinner is enough to lighten my day.
at least i'll ease up a lil, 'cause it feels like NORMAL and we dont have to pretend like everything's fine when we all obviously know what everyone is thinking.

♥ ;

sometimes, i kinda envy her.
she gets to hang out with them whenever she wants, without needing to get permission.
and me, it sounds almost impossible for me to have the chance to hang out like how we used to for now..
i just don't like it..
it feels like i have to share MY bro with somebody else and still, have to fake a smile and act like "im having fun!" just because i don't wanna let him down..
i might sound spoiled, but
who cares! >o< *pouting*