" Just remember that even the strongest feeling and affection expires when being ignored "

maybe we should try that sometime :D

Love Is Hard

I see lovers in the streets walking without a care 

They wear it out loud like there's something in the air 

Well I don't care 

They're treading lightly, no they don't sink in 

There's no tracks to follow 

They don't care where they're going 

And if they're lucky they'll get to see 

And if they're really, really lucky they'll get to feel 

And it kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that you know 

That love is hard. 

Love takes hostages and gives them pain, 

Gives someone the power to hurt you again and again 

But they don't care 

And if they're lucky they'll get to see 

And if they're really, really lucky they'll get to feel 

And if they're truly blessed then they'll get to believe 

And if you're damned you'll never let yourself be deceived 

And it kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that we know 

That love is hard. 

It kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that we know 

It kicks so hard it breaks your bones 

Cuts so deep, hits your soul 

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow 

It's better that we know 

That love is hard 

If it was easy it wouldn't mean nothing, no.

想告诉你，我心里有多难受。

可不可以有一個人…

可以看穿我的逞強。

可以保護我的脆弱。

不要在我說「沒事啦，你去吧」的時候 就真的會放心的放開我的手然後留我一個人。

不要在我笑笑的不說話的時候 就真的會以為我心裏沒有覺得疼痛和難過。

不要在我若無其事的忙碌著手頭的事的時候 就真的會以為我什麼影響都沒有受到。

我希望他會在我的眼淚掉下以前 就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。

然後輕聲說我的眼睛只有微笑的時候才是最好看。

我希望他會在我面無表情的時候輕輕的用力的摟緊我。

然後說你在我的面前永遠都不需要偽裝堅強。

我希望他會在我受到委屈的時候把我的腦袋按在他的肩膀上。

然後撫著我的頭髮說沒關係就算所有的人都不相信你，你都還有我。

I didn't realize, it was from the day I met you

hear her fingers drum on the piano ♥

when you have a wallpaper like that, you know it's hard to stop looking at your laptop (: ♥

I think I'm gonna stick to it for awhile :D

you don't know how much it took from me

“The worst thing you can do to a girl is to ever tell her you can't take it anymore."

Into the night

which star is't exactly, that you promised will help me find you?

I don't think that passenger seat 

Has ever looked this good to me 

He tells me about his night 

And I count the colours in his eyes

(exactly what I do when he's talking, I always seemed to lose myself into his deep, beautiful eyes)

He'll never fall in love 

He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair 

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong 

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind 

He tells a joke, I fake a smile 

But I know all his favourite songs

And I could tell you 

His favourite color's green 

He loves to argue

(so much! :P)

Born on the Seventeenth

(I know it's hard to believe but yeah, seventeenth of October!)

His sister's beautiful

(definitely :>)

He has his father's eyes

(everybody can see that, the hazel brown eyes)

And if you ask me if I love him.. 

I'd lie

(I wouldn't!)

He looks around the room 

Innocently overlooks the truth 

Shouldn't a light go on? 

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long? 

He sees everything in black and white 

Never let nobody see him cry 

I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine 

I could tell you 

His favorite color's green 

He loves to argue 

Born on the Seventeenth 

His sister's beautiful 

He has his father's eyes 

And if you ask me if I love him.. 

I'd lie 

He stands there, then walks away 

My God, if I could only say 

I'm holding every breath for you 

He'd never tell you, but he can play guitar 

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is 

My God, he's beautiful 

So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle
(my lens, maybe?) :P

Yes I could tell you 

His favorite color's green 

He loves to argue 

Oh, and he kills me 

His sister's beautiful 

He has his father's eyes 

And if you ask me if I love him.. 

If you ask me if I love him.. 

I'd lie

every single thing is true about him,

besides I will never deny how much I love him (:

也就只有让你包容我了 :3

心 理 学 上 说 ，人 们 大 多 数 只 对 有 安 全 度 的 人 发 脾 气 。

因 为 在 那 个 安 全 度 之 内 ，你 潜 意 识 知 道 对 方 不 会 离 开 你 。

胡 闹 是 一 种 依 赖 。

Someone Like You ; Adele (cover)

I heard

That you're settled down

That you found a girl

And you're married now

I heard

That your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

Old friend

Why are you so shy

It ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue

Uninvited

But I couldn't stay away

I couldn't fight it

I'd hoped you'd see my face

And that you'd be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Yeah

You'd know

How the time flies

Only yesterday

Was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue

Uninvited

But I couldn't stay away

I couldn't fight it

I'd hoped you'd see my face

And that you'd be reminded

That for me

It isn't over

Yeah

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares

No worries, or cares

Regrets and mistakes

They're memories made

Who would have known.. How..

Bittersweet

This would taste

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind I'll find

Someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Too.. Don't forget me

I beg

I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Yeah, Yeah..

F.A.I.L.E.D

i wanted to study for programming, ever since yesterday.

but until now that it's already Sunday night, i still don't know why i didn't do anything i WANTED TO.

it's like.. i could just open the 6th presentations and revise but...

WHAT WAS I DOING?

i think... i should just go to sleep already :D

who's yours? (:

I just need to know that there will always be somebody out there who loves what I'm doing.

- friends like yiling, jinjie, adel boo..

their support is what that keeps my passion goes on

and it has always been reminding me that whatever I do is worthwhile.

and this is why I am still blogging. (:

thank you so much, love you guys! ♥

Cica & Dadima's Birthday Celebration

@ Fish & Co.!

insomnia (Y)

spot aisha! :P

Rukhy (:

3 flavour ice cream cake by Swenson's! ♥

presence is more than just being there

call me psychotic or whatever!

i just couldn't help but feel that you're always with me (:

Happy Eighth Month Anniversary, hon :3

♥

p/s: photoshop is awesome! as always :D

we scream for ice-cream! :D

little DIY for my lappy, thanks baby aaliya! (: